No more wanderings, days are numbered according to plans. Whatever are they in my thoughts, actions and in my dreams? As they say life is going on and on, and don’t forget to breath. Outside temperature, changed from cold to cool, light jacket is on, the sun losses the power to immerge in the thick almost-dark grey clouds, that is also making my day little bit gloomy. The search for job is continuing and considering a volunteer job while doing nothing. I wish to have extra extra knowledge about writing, I mean, I have published quite many articles in my blog, I should know how to write stuff. No, no and no, what I mean is writing a book. A novel may be. Am I too ambitious? I should be, right!? Or, I’ll get crazy thinking about my job hunting situation.
For the past week, I have been busy preparing for my boys birthdays, for 7 days span. September is really a buy month for me, the opening of the fall school, registrations to many extracurricular activities of our son, spent and spent, and then the birthdays. There all done and finished, now I am back to job searching and feeling the emotional pinching. Until when, I will bear this feeling? The exact answer must be “may be” followed by dozens of points, bullets, period and full stop.
When are we going to stop saying that clock is ticking? Time always tick tack, as earth keeps on moving, but what about our financial plans and financial security? I’m not really financially stable, but already considered and hold little financial insurance. Not particularly from one of the ameriplan products, but who knows considerations of shifting and applying one or two plans right now, might be happening in Ameriplan. I bragged about good health care system in Canada, but not for all. Like, dental plan and expenses, it is not covered in our health system but few percentage are credited in out tax filing, you can say we have little discount dental plan. Still it’s not free. Well, you are fully covered if the companies you and you partner are working with offered dental benefits. Good for you.
What would be one of the most surprising problems and issues at home? Health issues would be the number one, so considering a health plan for the entire family is a biggy. Based on my experienced, my parents are not one of the workforces in my first country, they were farmers. Any problems about their health are all coming from our pockets, in short, family savings and children’s willingness to support financially are very important. We are lucky, that we are blessed financially and wise enough to get a national health card that covers almost 75 percent of the bills, but this health card premium is pricy to the poor and it was introduced just recently. That is, without the Health Plan, life before was difficult and expensive for the unemployed and the poor masses.
Qays has been dipping in to the swimming pool for quite sometimes, but his love for pool water was all gone when he fell into the pool at the deepest side. You can say it’s trauma for him, then lately after our long vacation to the Philippines. He started going to the pool again but not to swim, just wandering around, watching the bathers. I decided to send him to swimming school, that he will enjoy swimming with proper supervision and learn to swim too. Yesterday was his first day of the swimming class, for about 30 minutes. There, he thinks that it’s water playing. He was excited to play than focus in learning how to swim. I was angry watching him not listening to the swimming instructor, parents and guardians are in the sidelines, so we can easily swirl our eyes if they are behaving inappropriately. Totally! Expect that my eyes did the tiger-eating-look. Unfortunately, I was not able to shot pictures. I don’t know why, I am worried that it is not allowed since they are in swimming suits. I’m just cautious to the surroundings.
Wish, wish and wish, that I will have one of these diamonds online. Well, just give me one ring, my Darling, ice size doesn’t matter. Ha ha ha, dream on! That’s for me. I know hubby will buy one for me, but there is no big deal yet “why I will have a diamond ring”. Owww! Such a waste of money, or may be okay if hubby hits a lotto. Would I wear it to flaunt or keep it in the box? You see, I’m fun of jewelry but wearing them is another issue, I hate too many things on my body. Watch and wedding ring are enough, when at home everything must go, that is, jewelry free. I could not imagine myself lathering soap and shampooing with my rings on. Jewelry with the gunk, I bet. Ewwww! That’s why I prepare free of jewelry at home.
Another school year, I supposed people change a little bit in due time. Or, it is me who never change watching the normal flaws of fabulous people that surrounds me. What can I say? I have to see, watch and look around my surroundings and say something to what is become ordinary to others and annoying I bet to some. Last school year, I mentioned that there is this frequent, always and almost every day “that this mother sent her kid to school late”. Another school year and I’m seeing the usual the same sightings of her, everyday now since September 6 as class opened. I can assure you readers that I am and the teachers inside knew about this woman. Why? Because in the morning I am the last person who always drives-out from the school car park. I live nearby, I’m not in a hurry and I hate congesting the school driveway to those needs to be in their workplace in the morning. I will be like them as soon as I will get the chance to work. But for now, I have to stick my nose where my eyes go.
Back to the late mother, what kind of model mother are you sending your little lovely girl to school that are frequently late? You know what, this mother saw me all the time leaving the driveway later than her, in fairness to me, I and my son always arrived at school before the first bell. As I said, I hate the traffic and no-more-parking-available when you come on time. And, why not does everything early, like waking up, bathing, have breakfast and let the kid poops. Oh yes! These are the things my son’s do for himself or else he is going to make my morning crazy angry with him. These are the basic things we can do to our kids in the morning before them going to school and us to work. Yes, I am not working now, and I have more time nosing. No your wrong! I was working too, and I start the day earlier than I was not working. So fuck the reasons of getting late.
Lately, I was chiming about my hubby's birthday getting him an iPod or new phone, due to budgeting, I end up nothing to spend. We just came from vacation so extra bucks are tight. Hey! We had good dinner and he blew his cake. I could not afford for a new small phone and now, what are these mini netbooks, netbook is already small as I’ve seen, and how small is mini. It must be one of smart-touch phones, right! Oh ha! Technology when are you going to stop flattering us?
Gosh, I hope that this car breakdown problem will not happen to me at night time. Well, I know that my car dealer has good breakdown services, who is going to like car broken down? No one, I bet. Like what happened last week, my hubby had a hitchhike from his friend after work, unfortunately 4 kilometers from work, the car had a flat tire. At that late night, my hubby’s friend choose to wait for his car dealer service to fix the flatten tire, that service came after at least 45 minutes, and fix the tire for approximately 5 minutes. What?! Pathetic waiting, besides there all muscle man, I don’t get it.
One week passes by since my son started schooling, a weeklong agonizing emotional hurdle to survive being alone at home religiously seeking for job that never emerges when I needed it most. Those past days were never wasted but seek jobs store to store and online, in some moments I’ve thoughts about having a business, which I don’t know what products I’m going to sell, also consider writing a book just to keep me busy and not thinking about me getting crazy or get depress. I am still okay, I bet, a gallon of ice cream is at stake. Knowing how I felt in the past few days and what to do in the next seconds, say that I’m still in control and in complete balance of my surroundings.
It’s another Monday and here I’m chiming once again about my day. Awful and dreadful are not the right words for my lowly days that two are actually best fitted to call to our apartment elevators. I planned to make myself busy in every moment or get to sleep to relax my going crazy brain. I am not alone to these normal human situations. This morning my hubby’s ex-colleague who’s been out of the job for a year now, rang him asking if there’s any available work for her. Though, I know that there are many of us out there that need to go back to the workforces for financial reasons or recreation, I don’t know why I feel down sometimes. These feelings are becoming more apparent when our son stays more time in school, compared to previous years that he only stays in school for merely 3 hours.
My body and mind are still not in sync for any activities at home since coming from our long vacay, I love sleeping than doing something, I started sewing, still not making me work hard and feel excited finishing it. I hope I’m not pregnant eh! Great gift for him but lasting agony for me, a whole long 9 months of hormonal idiocy, diaper rush to educational plan. This is total accidental urges. What am I talking about? Ugh! This must be one of the pregnancy signs, I’m mumbling again.
Yah, back to my hubby’s birthday present, he’s been asking me to get an ipod or a new phone, because his old nocky is as old and rugged as rotten couch potato. Money wise, hu hu hu, but since honey is making money, he has to get something nice, and to get rid of his cravings about this iphone. I will browse around for the best deal or he will get the ipod that is way affordable, and stay with nocky for awhile until forever. Gosh, I’m really stingy.
Ha ha ha, let me laugh first before chit-chatting about phones. You may call me stingy or wise-spender, our first phone nocky will be having its 4th birthday in the coming months. Then, 3 years later came along my second new phone eric, mostly paid by rewards. Hubby is now aiming for something juicy smart-touch phone, of course no one else, it's one of the iphones. His birthday is coming just 12 more days to go, I have nothing in my mind yet “what to give”. In the sense of forever frugal, I don’t spend any that will be sitting aside or stuck in the corner. Do I have to surprise him with the iphone case first or go with the iphone with the case? Mannn, I hope I could get a great deal, it must be much to spend.
Auto Collision Estimating Software
0 Comments Published by lispeth on Thursday, 1 September, 2011 at 6:49 AM.
Gosh, not me and my car! I have been away from home for almost two months vacation. I’m simply saying that I haven’t able to drive my car for the entire duration of my vacation, and I have experienced sitting in the passenger seats, since my father’s the driver. Driving the congested road and manual car of my Dad in the Philippines? It’s not going to happen. Though auto collision estimating software is available anywhere to check the possible damage of collision, if ever I did try the road. Still, I have no guts to go road tripping. I have seen more reckless drivers than following driving rules. That makes it scarier to drive for me.
