I have this preconceived beliefs that we will always fit in to any circumstances. I had wronged myself once more. We are formed to be somebody or who we are, and most things and happenings that comes in to our lives are mostly fit in to what we needed and wants, and very minute comes like luck. That is, in what state, status or position we are now are mostly because we love it, needs and wanted to do or have it.
My circumstance is, I tried to fit in to the job that needs me, and me positively go with the flow and work for it. I tried myself to fit in to the demand of the job, but the level of my comprehension about the work is slow. I find myself not fit to the job. I felt stupid, it reduces my efficiency to serve my work, and it deflates my confidence to try hard. It’s been few hours since I started to discern about my decision to stay in the job or quit right away. I don’t want to lose my self-respect. For now, actually I jumped to this job to get an experience, money wise? It’s not worth, but getting an experience in exchange of deterioration of self-respect, heart palpitation, sleepless and after work stress. Quitting is the best decision.
If I did stay with that job that I have bidding goodbyes yesterday, I bet sooner I could loss my hair due to stress or hair pulling. And, maybe none any of the hair loss products will remedy my losing hairs. I’m glad that I got the nerve to run away with that monster “job super”, the job is fine the trainer is sort of a tiger. Taking all the expenses, my net income could not pay my heart palpitations and stress. So, I decided to leave the job, and chose to live.
Need another phone to carry? Tsk tsk tsk, it should be me. My phone is already four years now and a year younger than my son, I still keep them. It works perfectly fine, for now. Even phone with HD7 are on sale right now could not grab my attention to spare them. Sorry phone folks, I’m just too stingy when it comes to phone gadgets. I never get crazy with them, since forever. Hey, I have old phones, computer and TV at home. I’m not that out of techno gadgets fashion. Hooray! To the innovations.
I have been stuck at home for almost 4 years now, taking care of family’s needs. Lately, I got back to the workforce and I felt like a rubber bouncing from home chores, school, daycare then to work. Homebound gals don’t wish for a job if you’re not ready to juggle work and home. It’s tiring though rewarding. I’ve survived for my first week and now having a 3 day break after the work. Thank you God for the blessings. It’s time to relax and do the laundry, ha ha ha, mother mother you are not allowed to have a rest.
These days, almost anything else we would love to do and must have are almost possible to happen. What I mean, is the custom made products. Like custom challenge coins for wedding, birthdays and other occasion’s give-aways. I hope it would not cost me much but since its custom made for our specific desire, it can also be priceless. I can only customize my party invitations but anything than that, gee it’s pricy too.
Just weeks ago our road, parks and backyards are pretty clean, without snow mounts, slushy or even paddle, the time of the season which I love so much, for the sake of easy moving. Then suddenly, we have this all day snow storm, mannnn, I thought that our dehumidifier will remain in the closet for the next 8 months and winter blues are over. Spring was officially sprung last Sunday and I love the scenery of dry surroundings. Whew! The praise of early spring was short live and we’re back to normal long Toronto snowy winter.
Lately, I called my mobile subscriber to change my plans to cheaper monthly and ridding off the callers ID, saving $7 and with unlimited answer-calls, and texting. Phew! It’s only seven dollars saving but it really makes a change. Then, I received this call from no-one since I cut-off my callers ID, to my surprised, it’s the post office manager, asking me to come for an interview for the second time around. Man, double treat! Six hours after the interview, they called again and asked me to inform my husband that I am about to get the job. I mean, impliedly, the manager did not say “yes” yet for the job, but what’s the use of asking my hubby to get the permission that I am going to be working. Stupendous!
If you think that office supplies are only for real offices, then you are bit wrong. Ah-ha! My place now is like an office, I just realize it now. Since, the spring break kicked-in today, all stationeries’ are out to keep my tot busy, building creativity and purposely time killing because mommy and daddy doesn’t have any dime to get wild somewhere for relax and recreation. We don’t fuss about it, why? Because we don’t have to worry about bills or debts to be paid, we’re just low of cash for extra relaxation curricular. So for now, let all the mini office equipments and supplies do its magic to entertain us.
In times of sickness, snuggling onto bed is one great way to bet the blue-sick-day. But if you’re taking care of the wandering 5-year old, half- sleep is a must even lying to beautiful peacock alley bedding. Yes, I am little bit sick, lying down, watching my tot busy with his drawings while TV is on. I’m supposed to relax and get rid of my sickness, but how? My brain right now is thinking “what should I cook for dinner”. I have no appetite at all, but my busy buzzing tot must eat his dinner. Oh, mother and being a mother.
I don’t know how you make things at home work when it comes to your kids. We only have one and only 5 years old boy, very active, sweet, fun, loves to draw and watch cartoons. I make it a routine that every day before nap time, he has to read book or anything that is readable and doing easy math. Since, I know what he loves to do and eat. I always make it a point that he has to read something before getting his thing. So far, it works wonders. I don’t bribe toys or electronic gadgets. Toys must be given during occasions and special days, game gadgets, nope and not now. I let him enjoy and play with his Lego than pressing game buttons.
I was just jotting about life insurance. I’ve purchased one long time ago, and last January, I and hubby have bought additional insurance policy. We’ve decided to have it, since we don’t have savings for life emergencies, better be prepared for it when time comes. I hope and wish that I will live longer with my family, but who knows. Nobody knows right, we don’t want our living family be surprised of sudden unexpected expenses. In the old days, life insurance is better bought when we are young, and now, senior life insurance is available. Wow! It seems that we have no escape in dying free. I mean, it is really wise to have one, for our living family. Losing our beloved is grief enough, and if death expenses are way too much, living is like double dose grief. So why think now? Act to it.
